[ she doesn't have to explain herself to you, cashmere!! but also she feels kind of bad about her brother (for a few reasons, shhh) because she can relate to it. ]
i get that it's sort of hard i know there are all kinds of people here but i feel like no one from other worlds really gets it
I don't need anyone to coddle me with their sympathy like I'm a victim
if I'm fucked up that's my fault for volunteering [ well, not exactly. but it's too early in this friendship to get into her daddy issues. and other issues. ]
I know you didn't. [ even when she's angry and it's easier to direct that at Katniss, deep down she knows Katniss was just a kid and she never wanted any of what happened. ]
I worked hard for the safety I had. I was scared to lose it.
you do have a knack for it. silly me was content to do whatever Snow told me to. whoever, mostly. no one told me I could have a fire dress instead of a penis in my face
[ as usual, making the whore jokes before anyone else can. ]
Haymitch doesn't do a lot to make himself likable.
[ that's not to say that Cashmere doesn't like him. the Games didn't give them much of a chance to be allies, but they have a delicate sort of friendship built on alcohol, mutual understanding, and a lot of verbal barbs. ]
He was better than I'd seen him in years after you showed up. I think he's getting dirty with your escort though so maybe it's not all you ;)
You don't think so? He doesn't usually keep escorts for as long as she's been around. I've seen the way they look at each other. Those are sex eyes. Remember when he hugged her at the reaping?? Maybe you don't remember cause it was your year but we laughed and laughed
A lot of Capitol women still think he's handsome because they had crushes on him when he won. I guess if you get drunk enough he looks the same. The Capitol's weird I mean I always have to hear people my dad's age tell me how I look just like Satin and how beautiful she was when she won
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AWWWW i'm sorry about her i really am
Cash brought it on herself tbh
Why wouldn't I care?
I mean yes I care
i still feel guilty by association
i've been living in the woods in that viking village
peeta left awhile back
i haven't really talked to anyone lately.
theres just a lot of feelings
[ was that a typo?? Is the woods some sort of fancy condos?? Not literally in the woods, please Katniss. ]
I'm sorry.
Gloss went home too. It's a little lonely without him. [ understatement. They are practically each other's shadows. ]
as to be expected with them really
[ she doesn't have to explain herself to you, cashmere!! but also she feels kind of bad about her brother (for a few reasons, shhh) because she can relate to it. ]
i get that
it's sort of hard
i know there are all kinds of people here but i feel like no one from other worlds really gets it
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usually they just get it enough to feel sorry for me. which I hate.
If it was a contest for most fucked up home we would win though!
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you don't like it when people feel sorry for you?
it's better than no one caring, i think
maybe
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if I'm fucked up that's my fault for volunteering [ well, not exactly. but it's too early in this friendship to get into her daddy issues. and other issues. ]
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but i get what you mean i guess
i don't need anyone telling me what i've been through is so terrible for someone my age either.
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The Games were horrible. But I did it for a reason and I'd be a different person if I hadn't
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i never asked for things to start changing the way they did either but i guess there's not much anyone can do about that now either
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I worked hard for the safety I had. I was scared to lose it.
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i got talked out of it but i'm not a hero by any stretch
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Snow would have been so pissed
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you do have a knack for it. silly me was content to do whatever Snow told me to. whoever, mostly. no one told me I could have a fire dress instead of a penis in my face
[ as usual, making the whore jokes before anyone else can. ]
Haymitch had his hands full with you.
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it was all cinna
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It's harder than it sounds
I would have traded my entire team to work with Cinna.
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he was amazing
i never expected to meet anyone like that in the capitol
i hated haymitch at first
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[ that's not to say that Cashmere doesn't like him. the Games didn't give them much of a chance to be allies, but they have a delicate sort of friendship built on alcohol, mutual understanding, and a lot of verbal barbs. ]
He was better than I'd seen him in years after you showed up. I think he's getting dirty with your escort though so maybe it's not all you ;)
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i think we have that in common
[ she's worked out that they're extremely similar, and that this might have had a hand in her initial dislike.
all of that's moot right now though, because cashmere's next statement throws her for a loop. ]
effie?????
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You don't think so? He doesn't usually keep escorts for as long as she's been around. I've seen the way they look at each other. Those are sex eyes. Remember when he hugged her at the reaping?? Maybe you don't remember cause it was your year but we laughed and laughed
A lot of Capitol women still think he's handsome because they had crushes on him when he won. I guess if you get drunk enough he looks the same. The Capitol's weird I mean I always have to hear people my dad's age tell me how I look just like Satin and how beautiful she was when she won
but that was a long time ago